Jaded Lover

A burning rose to simulate how I feel about love at this time in my life. May 22, 2022

Here is the unofficial remix to “Hey Lover” by LL Cool J.

I named it Jaded Lover because my heart no longer wants to romantically connect with women. Since last year I’ve just been hooking up with my only goal to make them cum waterfalls.

Yesterday I was sad for two seconds just thinking about how alone I felt inside and out. Crazy thing I was laying next to someone after a hot and steamy session.

95 percent of the time I feel good vibes. That particular moment my guard was completely down. I couldn’t even hide the turmoil inside. She offered to put something on to watch to distract my brain which I declined.

I chose to fuck her till my bad feelings went away shoving my baggage towards the future for a stronger version of me to deal with.

Take a listen to my words in the following video. It will explain more my current state of affairs.

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Creep Master: My First Music Video

“Creep” by TLC has got to be one of my favorite songs!

I listen to the song daily on my playlist called ‘My Ish’.

I envisioned making this video in the snow and made it happen. The huge flakes fell over night I didn’t even know about the blizzard till I woke up and saw the results of a storm overnight.

Not an actual picture of my scenery but I thought it was beautiful so I shared it.

In my mind thoughts moved a million miles an hour.

“I have to do this or I’ll never do it.” kept repeating over and over in my huge dome of a head.

Why did I pick this song to write a verse for?

Here’s a short list:

1. The song is dope as fuck!

2. I’ve had a SERIOUS crush on Chili from the group since young. She has always been very nice to look at.

Chili throughout the years.

3. Once I really committed that I was going to write a song, Creep was on the top of my list. It’s in my top 20 most played songs on my phone.

4. I added some Suites swag to a classic song and brought it into 2022.

Check out Blackplayer on Google Play for an amazing music player. It’s a cool layout and works really good.

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