Dear Love Lost,
Soul searching led me to write this to you. I have realized being the knight in shining armor was ABSOLUTE WRONG approach to keeping you.
I never learned from REAL MEN what exactly a MAN is. I learned out in the streets just as my male friends did…and from tv.
On a downward spiral this led me…to you. Now I can only blame myself for how I acted. I was not the best example of a person because I got sucked in. Just as deep as the void in my heart I had before we became 1…its left even emptier moreso now that you’re gone.
I won’t be losing anymore love. My heart is shut to it…
Vulnerability gets no respect…
You put yourself out there to get hurt when being to nice.
Life is a bitch but she won’t be to me anymore. Pain has made me darker. I don’t need anyone. I need more money. I won’t be going hard or showing anymore love to anyone.
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