I’m done writing long drawn out blogs feeling sorry for myself because people don’t give a fuck.
FOR REAL THEY DON’T!
No one really gives a fuck till it affects them personally. It’s ok though. It’s only human nature to be selfish in order to survive and thrive. I just had to learn this myself.
Pain has encouraged my writing as of late. Keeping it raw and unedited gives me a chance to release all the negative energy on my heart.
I don’t want any baggage that can hold me back anymore. Being completely authentic and laughing in the face of adversity will be my goals from now on. Life is to short to be serious all the time. I use to think I needed approval to make decisions in my life. I also looked to others for my happiness, which was terrible in my book.
Everything that’s come in my path I appreciate. I wouldn’t be me without them. I feel like life has given me a wake up call with the end of my relationship. I am not where I am supposed to be because of my actions and laziness. I met the woman who I feel regardless of her flaws is the most amazing person I’ve ever met. I just wasn’t ready for her. Being overly emotional and not holding myself accountable for my mistakes has led me here.
I flunked out of college the first time by my own wrongdoing. I lost my focus after my father past away and it was hard for me to find the right path. I was always told to do things and never had to think for myself. This has influenced my thinking to this day. I am working on changing this within myself to live the life that was meant for me. I’m working on saying “no” more and keeping myself happy.
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